I’ve spent the last week without a job.
I’d like to say it’s been nice and relaxing. It really hasn’t. I haven’t found a routine or settled in.
Part of it is likely just getting used to a lack of structure. And part is likely due to not having a plan.
The lack of plan is intentional, actually.
Without having unscheduled time, it would be hard to really feel like I’ve had any time off.
I guess a challenge I’ve had is I don’t have any thoughts as to what is to come next.
And that’s historically been a thing I’ve tried to run from.
Part of my original breakdown was based in the fact I didn’t have a purpose or a vision.
And now I’m intentionally choosing neither. With the hope I’ll be able to find or come to something I can truly hold on to.