Sitting and letting go

I’ve been running at or above 100% for the last 18 months.

Covid hasn’t been a slow time for me. I’ve been remodeling a house, trying to understand why I feel uncomfortable where I’ve lived, moved, and spent months farming and remodeling a second house.

We moved to the second house to try to simplify and relax.

And it’s been anything but.

My brother recently had twins, and we spent hours with the twins just laying on us, sleeping.

We also spent several hours with other nieces and nephews climbing all over us while we read to them.

Neither of these experiences would be possible in our current situation.

I have to slow down. I have to not have distractions get in the way.

Sit back, relax, and enjoy needs to happen for the next year, at least.