Why am I afraid?

I’ve felt the need to take a trip into my mind and really hash things out. On the surface, I should be very please with my life, but somewhere deep inside, I’m not.

I’ve been putting off doing the Work (capital W, representing psychological effort) for going on three days now.

I’m a bit afraid of what I’ll find.

Worth noting when I’m afraid of doing work on me, I’m also afraid of praying and studying scriptures. Correlation?