Do I in any way emanate love?

I’ve questioned for a long time what the first oppression I give is.

The people I respect the most are smart. I (as a self proclaimed smart person)connect with people who are smart. But I’ve not recognized for a while the the people who are most influential on me are also loving.

And so I look within.

Do I emanate love?

Not to most people. I’m really good at showing that I’m smart. And I try really hard to keep showing it. (Which is somewhat pointless because it just comes out.)

So what needs to change?

I don’t know how to do that.